I’m taking a break from my phone again. Sorry everyone. Just need to make sure I have myself straight. It’s nothing personal. Really. If I don’t text you back, please don’t be mad or worried. I’m alright. xo

Truly working so fucking hard every minute to maintain a manageable level of upset
If it slips over into “unmanageably upset” I have to go double time to distract myself before I ruin everything
Then it levels out
It’s pretty okay for the most part but it’s dangerous to let myself feel and express happiness because something happens/someone says something that always just makes me plummet
It’s not fair and I really only talk to one person anymore and it’s reminding me of a couple years ago, which is exactly where I don’t want to be right now
I thought I had friends and I liked having friends but I never have anything to talk about and it makes me really self-conscious, cause anything I say is boring and I know that like
It’s not a secret that I’m boring you
And it’s just really hard to maintain anything anymore like I’m losing interest in lots of things I used to love at an alarming rate and it’s really starting to freak me out
Everyone always tells me how pretty/intelligent/special I am but I don’t see it I don’t see it at all
I just need to be held and I need to be told that what I’m feeling is okay, that it’s okay to be upset and that it’ll work itself out

forghets:

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ddoublefeature:

jenny holzer inspired 

ddoublefeature:

jenny holzer inspired 

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I’ve only cried 3 times today sweet

Floating, falling, fawning.
SMACK.
Sorry.

shesavulgarwoman:

sharkheadedwitch:

If only

You are such a megababe…..god damn. 

shesavulgarwoman:

sharkheadedwitch:

If only

You are such a megababe…..god damn. 

shesavulgarwoman:

Haha haha haha haha haha are you fucking kidding me?That poor child.

shesavulgarwoman:

Haha haha haha haha haha are you fucking kidding me?

That poor child.


The Unfortunate Mr. Samsa by Rich Johnson

The Unfortunate Mr. Samsa by Rich Johnson

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